His plan SUCKS!

What else can I say?  I am so tired of hearing how this is all part of some "bigger plan"  that we can't see yet.  It hurts, I hate it, and God could have made it all different but He didn't.  I have no patience for His plan-nor Him at this point either!  So, NO, I don't go to church anymore.  I don't pray anymore.  And I really don't give a damn what He thinks anymore!