Today is Alex's due date. I keep thinking about all the things that should be happening now. It should be such a happy day. We should have been preparing for our new baby boy. There should be tiny blue clothes all about and all sorts of baby stuff to buy. Instead, we just bought his grave stone. No, there is no joy on this day. Only sadness and darkness. While the world moves on I feel like I am sinking deeper into this dark and lonely pit. No one hears my cries, no one sees my tears. This hurt is mine and mine alone. Oh how I wish the whole world would just go away...or that I would just go away.
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I understand this completely. It is so tough to go through that due date and have to think about all the things that SHOULD be happening in your life. I'm so sorry your little one isn't here with you. It isn't fair. I often feel like the rest of the world has moved on and is happy as I fall deeper into my sadness. I am thinking of you and here for you any time. Hugs.
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