We went to the OB today for our follow up visit. I was almost excited about it, hoping we would get some answers-we didn't. I wasn't prepared for how hard it was going to be. The last time we were there we were watching our sweet baby on the ultrasound screen and "celebrating" the fact that we had made it to the two week mark since the pPROM. All those pregnant women just blissfully going about their business. "Don't they know how quickly everything can change?" I wanted to scream.
Of course they couldn't give us any reason for everything that happened. The labs showed an infection, but they don't know if that caused the rupture or happened afterwards. He said we could start trying again after two cycles. That seems really soon to me. Not sure if I will be ready then. Not sure if I'll ever be ready.
I don't want this to be the way it ends, my last memory of pregnancy, but thinking about being pregnant again is really scary.
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